An entry in my Journal seemed like ingredient for a poem: So... Finally waking up from a couple of days of bizarre depression. Fear actually.. Fearful depression. I suspect I’ll never know who I am, no how to behave. Worrying about it is futile, it is and always will be... Today in Literature I witness the fading of certain illusions. The realities in my fantasies sometimes come into focus and it came rather closer in the case of one of my little dreams. In any case, that little dream has faded and I’m feeling much better and the two are completely unrelated.